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St. Patrick's Day! [20 Mar 2006|04:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]

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KHNSLKJNHFSDN, sorry! Just a bit of verbal throw up =P [01 Feb 2006|04:38pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

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Reel Big Fish Anyone? [21 Jan 2006|12:52pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I don't update this shit all to much, but here goes nothing.

Went to the Zebrahead, Goldfinger, Reel Big Fish concert last night with Ben, David, Tall, and Kathryn.
We met up with Melissa and Dahallia and we moshed and skanked in the pit.
It was awesome.
Then after we got In 'n Out and it was yummy as fuck.
Anyways, here's some pictures to keep ya'll interested.
They are a bit blurry cuz I took them with my camera phone.
They also look a bit far away, but I took them while we were dead center in the middle of the pit.
The whole night we were either dead center right in front when we didn't wanna be in the pit, or we were in the middle of the pit.
Fun, fun.

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SUMMER is comig to an end. [23 Aug 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

My class schedule for '05:

1st period - C121 Chemistry
2nd period - Z-1 Spanish 2
3rd period - B109 U.S. History
4th period - T-40 Geometry
5th period - S-6 Filmmaking
6th period - B215 American Literature

Anyone have anything with me?

I'm excited for school to start up (kind of), and then again i'm kind of sad that summer is coming to an end.
It looks as if I am going to Disneyland for that final family vacation, just not sure when it is yet.
Most likely not next week, but the last week of summer before school starts.
School starts the 6th of September... for some reason some people thought we started the 9th.
Psh! I wish!
I'm dead tired and extremely bored.
If anyone gets bored over these next few weeks of summer that are left, get in touch with me.

Screen name: A x Dead x End


Cell Phone Number: {8.1.8}

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*Sigh* [16 Aug 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Summer has been ok.
Boring is pretty much all I can describe it.
Last night Rachel (my russian bitch), Taylor (my cake whore lover), Jordan (my Azn mermaid killer), and Kathryn (my partner in crime) came over.
We pretty much had a tampon fight.
Fucking Taylor... I realized after he left that there was a tampon on my ceiling in my bathroom.
School's in 3 weeks and i'm excited.
Starting over and a new year.
I'm leaving all the damn drama behind.
So it looks like my parents are planning for them, my sister, and I to go on one last trip before school.
They said either Disneyland for 3 day's, and maybe San Diego and Sea World.
Or we're going up to Monterey and Hursts (or however you spell it) Castle.
I haven't been to Monterey since I went when I was 8 with Madison and my family.
But i'd rather go to Disneyland and all that.
Who wants to come?
Anyways, if anyone ever gets bored then IM me: A x Dead x End
Or call my cell {8.1.8}

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Boring Summer. [30 Jul 2005|11:51am]
[ mood | hot ]

It's been about 2 weeks since my last update.
Geogia was fucking awesome except I fucked up my shoulder and my cousin is the biggest hick I have ever met, but I still love him.
The funny thing is, my younger cousin isn't as big of a hick as my older cousin, AHAHAHA!
Since i've been back Jon and I broke up, went to a hookah bar with 9 girl's and 1 boy *cough*Jordan*cough*
Last night I saw The Island which was pretty good, but weird and long.
Went with Kathryn, but I ended up seeing Sam, Taylor, and Lindsey there which was cool.
Other then that done nothing really.
And it's really fucking hot in my house!
My summer sucks!
I wanna go to the beach.
Beach anyone?

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[06 Jul 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

Well I am off to Atlanta, Gerogia for 10 day's.
I'll be back on the 17th, I'm gunna miss you all!
You can hit up my cell if you wanna chat
Love you all!
And I'm gunna miss you the most Jon :(
Everyone have fun and be sure to holla at me!


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OMFG, it's summer! [25 Jun 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So for this entry all I have to say is.......
A giant sleepover with 7 guy's and 5 girl's was so much fun.
THANK GOD, I didn't get written on last night by the guy's.
I'm exhausted.
Anyways, how's everyone else's summer been?


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[30 May 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Anyway's this weekend was chill.
Hungout with Britknee, Raychill, Alexis, and Jorgasim.
Went and saw Madagascar............ I LIKE TO MOVE IT, MOVE IT!!!
Then chilled by the pool with my homie's!
That was hilarious.
And today went to the Beach, blasted music while Alexis closed her eye's going through the tunnel when she was the one who was DRIVING!, and soaked up the sun.
I can't wait till summer, I'm going to Georgia!
I get to see my cousins and uncle and aunt that I haven't seen since I was 6.
I'm going for a day short of 2 week's.
Well life's good.
How About your's?
I want a boyfriend, but then again I don't.
I dunno.
I g2g to bed....... g'night!

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[10 Apr 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I haven't updated in awhile....

All I have to say really is.... I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUMMER (cuz I don't have to take summer school this year)!!!!!!!!
And I want a boyfriend.

Bye for now :)

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[21 Feb 2005|04:38pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

So lately my dad's been in Vegas like every other week and my mom and I have been getting along a lot better.
I finally got my cell back for good, so if you need me then hit me up.
School's been ok.
I'm really pissed thought at one person specifically, but they don't knw it (at least I don't think).
Sean's been ignoring me, but that's nothing new.
I have no idea why he is or what I did to be ignored, but whatever.
Valentine's Day sucked, until later that night when I went to Lindsey's birthday party and made some new friend's.
Friday night Alexis and Taylor came over and we watched Saw.
Then Saturday Alexis came back over and went with me to get my hair cut at my neighbor's house.
Then we chilled with Jason and Sooner (that's what they said his nickname was).
Sooner's real name is Corey supposedly.
He's really hott!
He's in my Spanish class and I sit infront of him.
I guess I have a little crush on him.
The only thing though that I don't like about him... is he remind's me of Sean cuz he like's Kottonmouth King's and wear's SRH clothing.
Then Saturday night Kathryn and Alexis were over and we watched Saw, again.
Alexis spent the night.
Then Sunday her mom, her mom's bf, his two son's, Alexis, and I went to china town.
We bought a few thing's ;)
Then after Alexis and I got dropped back off at my house, and she drove me down to Lazy J Ranch Park... Lacey, TJ, Azn (Jordan), Emma, Kathryn, Jessica, Alexis and I all played football in the rain.
Imagine 6 girl's and 2 guy's playing in the rain covered in mud.
It was awesome.
After that Alexis drove Jordan and I back up to my house... Jordan took a shower in my sister's room and Alexis and I took SEPERATE shower's in my room.
It felt so good to take a warm shower after being in the freezing rain covered in mud!
And today Justin came over.
We watched Graden State and then we were dropped off at the Fallbrooke mall.
We went and ate at Stonefire, then walked back to his house.
And now he's beeen taking picture's of me for his photography class.
I should go, but like I said if you need me.... then just call my cell.
The only problem is, I don't get text's anymore cuz my dad had Verizon lock it.
So don't text me, just call.
Love you all!

<3 ms. crazy!



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[10 Feb 2005|07:33pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I haven't written in this thing for soooooo fucking long.
Valentine's Day is in 4 day's and I still don't have a valentine =(
Nothing really new here.
Cheyne and Kathryn came over the other day and we took so many picture's, but Cheyne's computer is being a bitch and won't let him load the picture's and post them.
So i'll post them as soon as I can.
Anyways, nothing really new here.
I have stiches in my back and they hurt like a bitch.
School's ok.
This semester I have Biology, World History, P.E., World Lit., Spanish 1B, and Geometry B.
Even though the new semester just started, so far i'm doing good.
I'm so bored right now.
I kinda want a bf, but then again I don't.
I really want a Valentine though.
On Valentine's Day i'm going to a friend's birthday party at Magiano's.
Should be fun.
I went to Lox Box for my Youth Group, it was kinda fun.
I should go...
I hope everyone has a Happy Valentine's Day!

<3 ms. all alone

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NEW PICTURE'S!!!! [17 Jan 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Friday I did nothing.
Then all day Saturday I did nothing, until I asked my parents if Cheyne could come over.
They let him and my parents weren't home cuz they wen't to dinner with friend's.
We watched Ju-On with Ceci (my neighbor and mom's best friend), played PS2, talked, and ran around.
Then yesterday was boring until Cheyne and I went and saw White Noise.
It was ok.
Then after the movie we ended up seeing Anna and her friend, so we hung with them a lil bit.
Then Cheyne and I walked around, and saw Anna and her friend AGAIN!
Cheyne's sister picked us up and we went back to his house.
I played Grand Theft Auto San Andreas for a little bit while he did some of his English report.
The we took so many pictures and listened to music.
I might go back to his house later today, somewhere around 5.
I have my cell so if you need me, call me!
Hope everyone has had a great 3 day weekend... I knw I have.

<3 ms. camera whore

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~Entry and another Random Quiz~ [07 Jan 2005|01:49am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Ok so Tuesday night Ellisa, Justin, and Alexis came over and we watched Garden State.
Then Justin left, and Alexis and Ellissa slept over.
Wednesday we tryed to plan to go to the bowling allet and get a whole bunch of people to go, but that didn't work out.
So Ellissa, my sister, and I all went.... we were gunna meet up with Madison and she said 7:30, but no one was there so we left.
So Ellisa, my sister and I walked all the way over to Islands and so some food.
It took us 30 mins to walk there.
And her mom was supposed to pick us up at 9, so she called and asked if she could pick us up at 9:45, but she said 9:30.
So we sprinted back to the bowling alley and made it on time.
Madison almost didn't recognize my sister which was hilarious because she's knwin my sister since my sister was like 4 or 5.
Then we went back Ellissa's house and listened to The Killer's.
I talked to Sean while I was there.
Today I went and saw Closer with Justin.
It's a really confusing, but good movie.
Then we walked over to the Topanga mall and chilled there for a lil bit.
There's two really hott guy's that work in the mall.... one work's in the Vans store and the other work's in the book store.
So Justin's mom was supposed to pick us up at 8:30, but she called and said she couldn't cuz his dad parked in back of her car and he wasn't home and took his key's.
So she couldn't get out of the driveway.
So we ran around for a bit.
I took a shopping cart and tryed to run Justin over with it.
He tryed hitch hiking his way home, which was H I L A R I O U S!
I didn't want to call my dad cuz I knew he would be mad and he always drive's everyone every where.
So I said let's take the bus that goes right next to El Camino, but he didn't want to.
He ended up calling his mom, who then called my dad.
Then I came home, got yelled at for a bit, almost ran away, and talked to Sean.
Break's almost over which suck's.
How's everyone's last few day's of break?
Hopefully there good.
Well I should go.

<3 ms. cranky pants

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~Entry, Poem, and another case of Boredness~ [04 Jan 2005|01:21am]
[ mood | confused ]

Ok so thing's are very complicated in life.
I mean I finally got my wakeup call.
I am so stupid due to many mistake's I have made in '04.
And the people that now I realize are more important to me than anything, I am losing or have already lost.
Like Sean for example.
I still don't understand why we broke up.
But then again when we talk, we talk like we did when we were going out.
And I mean I'm glad we do it's just... different.
But even though were broken up, he still stick's by me.
I mean there are the occasional few people who are there for me all the time, and you knw who you are.
And i'd like to say thank you to all those who have alway's been there for me.
Here's something that all of us, at least one point in our lives, can relate to:


Reasons, everyone always wants reasons why I am the way I am.
Honestly, I would like to know myself.
So I write about what hurts, what feels good, what makes me cry, and makes me feel.
I want to know why:
I cry.
I'm screaming silently inside.
I'm happy for a moment and then I lose it.
I'm free, but I hold back.
I hate myself everytime I look into the mirror.
I drown in my self-pity.
I eat a tub of ice cream, then feel so much guilt that I can't move.
I am ashamed.
I hide from everything.
I feel more than I can take.
And I just really want to know why I am unable to be whole.
Was I born with this failure inside of me that doesn't allow me to change?
I spend my days scared.
What if I never change.
What if there are no reasons at all.
What if I am forever and there is nothing I can do about it.
So I look for an answer to make the confusion go away.
Everyday I wake up searching with only the hope that someday something will be found that will make this enless longing go away.

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you couldn't breathe?
I can't breathe.

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When will it be my Year? [01 Jan 2005|12:44am]
[ mood | crushed ]

When will I recieve my first New Year's kiss?
I have yet to and I think I won't anytime soon.
When will it be my year?
Obviously it wasn't last year.
Oh well :'(

<3 ms. unloved

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[31 Dec 2004|02:35pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Ok so today is New Year's Eve!
Yesterday I went to Best Buy and bought Papa Roach, Rise Against, The Killers, and Senses Fail CD's.
Then Justin and I went to the mall and took some picture's in those picture boooth things.
Then we split up and bought eachother belated x-mas girft's.
He bought me vanilla candles and checkered guy's undies from the van's store.
I bought him a small box of See's chocolates with 2 See's lollipop's, and a Hello Kitty wallet and 4 lollipop's from Hello Kitty.
It was fun.
Then we came back to my house and watched Garden State.
I saw it for the first time and it is one of my favorite's now!
I think Sean is mad at me.
I dunno if he is, why he would be, or what the reason would be for.
But it seem's as if he is.
I dunno.
For x-mas I got a DVD player, a blanket thing, a hair straightener, $30 Best Buy Gift Certificate, CD's, a hair dryer, a towel wrap thingy, and I think that is it.
I'm probably forgetting something, but oh well!?
Today I was supposed to go get sushi at Banzai with my parent's, but I might end up going to Jorgasim's (a.k.a. Azn) house instead and chill there.
I have my cell, so if anyone want's to chill hit me up!


<3 ms. party hardy!

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w00t w00t! [30 Dec 2004|02:23pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Pirates of the Caribbean
The Pirates of the Caribbean: A swashbuckling
adventure! Yo ho, a pirates life is indeed for
you, seeing as you are the classic Disney dark
ride that presents a time when New Orleans was
under attack from a band of treasure loving
bandits. You have a bit of an edge, and an
element of danger, and you can scare the
youngins, but for the most part you mean no
serious harm. You are youthful at heart,
strong and energetic, with a taste for the good
life, if not hard work. You have romantic
notions about the adventurous life on the sea
with no rules and no responsibilities except to
your ship, but you also weary and worrisome of
the fate that eventually gets all those who
those who live life on the lamb, stealing gold
for greed and burning down cities for your own
delight. You are what you are, and you're out
to enjoy the glamour of your wild days while
they last! Despite your rough surface, the
people know you have heart and they will always
come back.

What Disneyland attraction are you?
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So many good memories on that ride!
Between Sean and I..... and even Madison and I when we were about 9 year's old wearing our goofy pirate ear's!
Anyways, today I'm going to the mall with Justin..... should be fun.
I'm so tired.
I go to bed between 12:00-3 and wakeup at like 11:00-12:30.
My vacation's been boring except for the parts when I get to hang with Justin and Lex, but I can never get a hold of Alexis.
I g2g finish getting ready to go out.

<3 ms. pirates life for me!


What is everyone doing for New Year's?

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RANDOMNESS!!!! [28 Dec 2004|12:55am]
[ mood | lonely ]

stole this from Vicky!:

amuse me guys...

1) how much do you love me?
2) how hott am I?
3) how funny am I?
4) how much do you wanna kiss me?
5) how horny are you?

1) i had a crush on taylor before(yes/no)
2) what actress does taylor look like?
3) whats the 1st thing that comes to mind when you hear my name?
4) who do you think would be the best guy for me?
5) would you marry me <3?

And I stole this from Jordan:

In the past year...
[x] been drunk.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had a threesome
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[almost] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job .
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date .
[ ] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[ ] played 'clue'.
[ ] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[x] drove illegally

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely .
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] think your attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae./ska
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers.
[x] wear underwear in general
[x] wear thongs.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[?] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair .
[ ] have short hair .
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

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[24 Dec 2004|01:12pm]
[ mood | determined ]


So it look's as if I might be going to Mammoth after all this winter break.
My parent's are thinking about going from the 4th of Jan. till the 9th of Jan.
School starts back up on the 10th.
I've been helping my mom make cookies for tomorrow night and dipping candied peacans (or however the fuck you spell it).
Alexis is coming back over and hopefully she'll be going with me to Mammoth.
She def. needs to get better at snowboarding.
But she's coming back over and helping my mom and I.
We're just gunna hangout and chill.
I'm a sneaking lil thing cuz I have my own way's of finding out what I'm getting for x-mas ;)
I've been talking to Sean practically every night this past week.
I really miss him.
I'm glad some things are back to the way they used to be between him and I.
I just wish more of how thing's used to be between him and I would happen :/
And how thing's used ot be in my life in general.
Well if anyone has anything interesting going on for x-mas, then comment and tell meh!
I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and a happy New Year!

<3 ms. full of hope and joy for the new year!

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